Anonymous asked: first let me say, what a good idea for a tumblog. everyone needs someone to listen <3
i know i don't have anyone, so i thought i'd write in here for advice.
i feel very lost. i've always been the kind of person that scoffed at teenage love and corny emotions like this and everything, so i dont know why i'm feeling it now. i'm young and already my life seems over in terms of growing and learning new things...
i feel as though i'm an old person who is ready to retire.
i'm not one of those teenagers who acts depressed for attention and loving messages on tumblr. i just...dont know what to do.
i also dont know what i need advice for haha. i guess just words of encouragement or something.
thanks for listening~
ps i hope it's not too obvious who this is :/
First of I would like to say thank you.
Second, no it is not obvious because even if you don’t think so, many people have the same confused feelings you have. I could’ve myself written this, from the heart.
I was a teenager myself who found herself in a stage where I couldn’t move, I just stood there and didn’t see myself progress but slowly go down the drain. You can’t be afraid of pain, and getting hurt and you can’t be afraid of letting people see your emotions. Letting people see your emotions is the only way one will know the real you. If you tell me you don’t care, Ill tell you straight up I don’t believe you. If you tell me you are negative, Ill interrupt and disagree. There is a burden firing inside of you, and if there is that means that you have emotions, that means that you understand that you must do something to change. It is never too late to start of new. Everything is the start of a new beginning. Every chose is a new beginning. It never ends, NEVER. But it’s up to you to make the right chose.
I rather you be depressed because that means you understand what you are going through and experiencing, than acting like you don’t care. It’s a stage where you probably don’t know what to feel, but at the end of the journey, I promise you it’ll all be worth it (sounds like a cliche), but I am serious.
Get out there, be who you are. Forget about the world, do it for yourself, because you know you want to change, you want to meet yourself, you want to learn more about yourself and the world.
Hope this helped, get back to me if anything.
We all must have hope and someone there,
I will, with all love and faith;
I am not going to sit here and lie to you. I am just a normal teenager just like you, exactly like you. We all try to be so different that we tend to be just like everyone else. And I am not scared of saying it. I probably haven’t been through what you have been through, and I must confess I have made my problems take over my life. But just like many of you, I didn’t have one person whom I was able to speak to, write to, or even look at in the face. I still have trouble expressing myself to people because I still have that insecurity that they will too let me down. But I wish you not make the same mistake I did, that I dug myself so deep in a whole it took me long to dig myself out. Just give me what you got, throw your life at me if thats what you want. Show me you’ve gone through things, help me understand life better. We all go through things, but the difference between all of us is how we react to them.
Ask your life away, write your life away.
Someone will read this time, and this time wont let you down.
I personally am one individual whom most of the time finds herself lost. The reason I made this blog was because many people a like myself don’t have anyone to talk to, anyone who would just listen. If you want to write your life away, go ahead my friend. Someone will read it, and listen. If you want advice, I will be glad to do so, just request it.